I'm always in pain! Every moment of the day i am in pain. It sucks! I have a bad back, sore feet, legs, arms and hands, I have a disability it isn't pleasant it makes life difficult.
Like today I went shopping and it was meant to be just a fun day out with Mum and Dad but because my heal got so sore i had to start walking on my tip toes then because of that i got a huge cramp up my leg (my muscles are weak so they hurt very easily) now the cramp wont go away its 11pm.
This also doesn't help now because I want a job but I'm scared I haven't worked since I was 16 its scary and I could hurt my back in a split second (once I did just bending over to put underwear on) not working has made me lazy I admit it and I'm ashamed of it...
I don't know what kind of job I want and its so hard to get motivation when I just think I'm going to be sore so why bother.
I am starting the gym soon with my partner just so I can do some light exercise hopefully that helps with my laziness that has come over me the past few weeks. I haven't wanted to do anything!
I hope i get out of this funk soon so I can start getting my life on track!
Nothing shamefull about being lazy, i consider myself to be in the lazy catagory and proud of it! however when your a mum you dont have much of a choice but to get off your arse and kepp on keepin on but if i didnt have rylie id' most definently be a profesional dole bludger =)
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